User:Messenger Deception

im tired of fighting for once i wanna be fought for. ''it hurts, but its ok ......... im used to it'' pain is the only thing that makes me feel alive she was tired, physically and mentally, she wanted to close her eyes and never open them again its hard to awnser the question 'whats wrong' when nothing feels right i feel like everyone secretly hates me ''i miss the old me. the happy me. everything has changed'' her heart finally told her to stop wasting her time i've been sad for years now, dont tell me it gets better happiness coming soon  cancelled the problem with being the strong one is that no one offers you a hand no one cares until something dramatic happens i hide my pain with a smile im going to die anyways, so why not now? if this is how my life is going to be from now on, I dont want it what is the point of living if no one will even notice if im gone sometimes its better to be alone